flavor.of.life

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2010-07-21T20:54:00.000-07:00

Wish things are getting better but I know it won’t. Why people always expect more and tend to think they are just too perfect never hurt other people feelings – they think they are the only who gets hurt. BUT bile they think that way, in the end other party who tried hard not to be so emotional, akan rase the same way and akhirnye, no one win..things will get worse. Even worse if that one person can’t even say IM SORRY. Is it that hard to say IM SORRY??? I AM S.O.R.R.Y…. both dah hurt, and yet mende xkan jadi if bertepuk sebelah tgn kn? BUT still no SORRY from that fucking mouth. Damn! Ade jgk manusia mcm ni. Sesrious cannot paham. Tried to..

Anyhow, x suke tulis panjang about anything, see my previous posts, x pnh panjang lebar, just sbb I dun like it to expose everything.

Read this from email sent by my colleague. Its true!

‘Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."

It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..’

back

2010-07-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

saya baru pulang dari bercuti di jakarta/bandung from the 15th to 18th. yup2 sgt sronok - no work stress, no way to be contacted (xdpt line lgsg kat sane, hp je canggih,tp x pandai gune, ngeh3) so xde la boleh dicari, dapat shopping ( really need it to ubati all the stress n tension). Bought myself a few baju, 1 handbag, 2kain and ade la mcm2lg mls nk list kan. tomorrow will b on leave lg n nk p facial.hehehe dh byk bazir duit pong blh p facial lg. lps nih puase sebln.

@ jakarta :

1. tinggal kat hotel where tmpt tu jd mmg simply tmpt tido semate2 since blk pon dh lewat mlm. driver kat sane pon ngntk2 drive anta kami blk. kasihan.

2. pak andy kate now musim panas, tp mase kami di sane redup je sdap je jalan2. except for the last day mayb pns sket la. berpeluh2 gue jalan konon2 nye nk p naik monas (mende ape ntah tinggi kat tgh2 jakarta tu) tp since line panjang sgt so x jd - bgs jgk,mase tu x sabar nk smbg shopping lagi).

3. makan makanan sunda, padang n x hingat lg 1 tu. tp sunda terbaekkkk!

@bandung :

1. p blk hari je. ad la shopping few things wpon sbnrnye xde perlu pape tp coz dh ade duit so beli je la pape.

holiday yg memenatkan tp sronok!

home alone

2010-06-04T21:16:00.000-07:00

tinggal sorg2 di rumah menyebabkan aku buntu. i nk tgk movie legenda bdk setan.tp xde teman.kesian kn? hahahah. nk p kuar mls. tp nak jgk kuar dari melopong ddk umah. ish3. complicated nye keadaan aku nih.

semlm aku moody.ish3. bengkak btol aku tgh rushing p tanye soalan same 4 ribu kali. ingt blaja pandai dpt 4 flat sng tangkap. ni kan tidak. lg mslh nk phm ade la. expct everything dlm buku. dh tu yg di tanye tu bukan mende besar mcm kalo slh kne buang keje je...mende tu kategori x dela penting lgsg nk banding mende yg lg byk penting.ape mende. school smart, study smart, but not street smart. huhu.ok2 aku tau i mengutuk org. tp sukati aku r. blog i kn.duh~

now ingt after off peak (april peak) ade r kejap dpt mati kn enjin n bernafas. tp mcm xde gaye lgsg. kdg2 rase sronok je buat keje, kdg2 xde perasaan lgsg. tp kdg2 rase mase tu jgk nk blk umh. hahahah.

sng kate : "munira, enjoy kerja kamu. buat je mane yg mampu. buat target tiap hari nak buat ape. dh siap, blah je la. tp kalo x dpt siap n dh lewat sgt, blah r jgk".

30TH APRIL

2010-04-28T19:39:00.001-07:00

30^th April deadline. TOMORROW???

.OMG.i cannot breath.cannot breath.

Questions that you thought u'd never been asked

2010-03-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

If a blind woman/man started hitting on you, what would you do?
~ make a confused face

If your dog peed on your crushes leg, would you be embarassed?
~ nope.i will be so marah like crazy

If you had to chose what your mother would wear for the rest of her life, would you?
~ she can wear anything she wants.

If your best-friend told you that she was going to get a new haircut, that you thought was ugly, would you try to tell her not to?
~ i will let her do so...and be thankful that she realized how ugly she was.

Do you believe in abortion? Why or why not?
~ im not going to answer this stupid question. coz abortion is not in my vocabulary. to me those who do abortion, better live in hell.full stop.

If you were outside and a red car drove by and started shooting up your block while little children were playing outside, would you save the children if it meant possibly killing yourself?
~ i will try to..

If you were walking on the street and you saw a homeless man sitting on a cardboard box, would you give him some money if you had just gotten your paycheck? Or would you keep walking?
~ honestly nope..i will keep walking and pretend that i didnt see him

What would you do if you found out your best-friend stole one of your mom's diamond necklaces?
~ she is in a deep trouble messing up my life

If you get into a fight, or think you might, do you throw the first punch?
~ hahahha nope

If yes, did you know that if you throw the first punch and the person you hit would call the police, you could get a big fine, or arrested?
~ next

Would you smoke if it meant getting $30, or do you smoke anyways?
~ nope. even if it meant getting thousands, i wont

What would you do if somebody that you didn't know mentioned something about possibly killing themselves?
~ somebody that i didnt know? i don care n dun give a damn

Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $150?
~ no

Do you consider yourself daring? Tell me of one experience that would prove that you are daring.
~ i think no

If the war in Iraq, became an actual war where America was fighting against Iraq, would you join to help our nation?
~ nope.

Do you speak your mind? Or do you just keep it to yourself?
~depends

Would you ever join a gang because you liked the way that they protected their members and the members families?
~ actually i dont believe in having/joining a gang...

If you had a chance to go speak to troubled kids, maybe like yourself, and help turn their lives around, would you?
~ nope.i dont care

When it comes down to it, do you think you should get more respect or should your family?
~ my family is my life

5 Habits of Happy Couples

2010-03-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

1. Reach out. In the words of an old commercial, "Reach out and touch someone..." But not just anyone. Your partner! They'll be sure to thank you for it.

2. Be thankful. Yes, it's a bit cliche, but it works. Eventho give me a hard time about talking about you getting hard... all the time. Still Moving on.

3. Live your passion.

4. Make do. The idea is to be happy with what you have, not what you don't.

5. Enjoy the simple pleasures.

CERITA DI 'RUMAH' SANA

2010-03-20T18:37:00.000-07:00

terlalu sibuk.tapi.....kadang2 aku x phm knp kepale2 itu bagai kan tidak memahami dan kemudian menganggap kite tidak buat keje. walhal dia yg p bagi suro bua keje lain knp? aiya, nasib org bawahan.

aku telah berjaya membeli kasu baru bg memotivasikan diri..selepas membeli aku tersenyum lebar hingge ke telinga mcm kerang busuk walopon kepenatan bagai nk gile.aku kesah ape.kasut punye pasal.

ape aku mahu sempena birthday aku yg ke 20 an ni?
1. kasut dari leha
2.kasut crocs dari along
3.kasut jugak dari ibu (telah di reject)
4.kasut
5.kasut.

aku gila kasut.

ADAKAH

2010-03-13T07:51:00.000-08:00

adakah kepenatan yang dilalui kini menyebabkan kepanasbaran aku semakin melampauibatasan sehingga berkate2 seperti tidak mempunyai perasaan dan kemudian regret? bukan aku pinta tp aku sedar dan paham dan bahawasanya berjanji perkare begini akan bereanti selepas bulan 4. YA BULAN APRIL. kerana ke-stress-an dan keterlaluan byk kerja yg mungkin menganggap kita2 (merujuk kepada mereka yg senasib dan selevel) seperti robot2 bergerak yg tidak ade perkara lain perlu dibuat selain mengikut arahan.perkara begini harus diberhentikan sehingga hanya bulan 4 kerna peak period septtnya hanya sampai bulan 4. selepas itu.DATS IT! dan aku bersedia kembali kepada normal.

aku ingin membeli kasut baru untuk memotivasikan diriku yg melalui tekanan di tempat kerja yg aku cube lalui dgn tabah.ya, kasut mampu membantu.tp aku juga ingin membeli baju wpon ade baju yg blom terpakai...ya aku tamak.tp aku pedulik ape.

mari merepek.=)

MADNESS

2010-02-22T22:48:00.001-08:00

Work drive me crazy

People think im insane

Coz work drive me crazy

I talk to myself

In front of the computer

Bcoz the stupid *** don’t want to pick up the phone

Or she don’t know the thing that is ringing is A PHONE

Or she DEAF

Or ignoring

PICK UP THAT F***ING PHONE YOU IDIOT.

Craziness

Madness.

No beautiful shiny days in my vocabulary.

Dead end

2010-02-20T08:14:00.000-08:00

i should have let it go
when everything seems unfair
but i dont
still there in the midst of nowhere
dont know what to do
dont know whats gonna happen
tried to run as far as i can
but seems i was running to the same spot that i was before
still the same place
not moving
STOP.

2010-01-19T02:31:00.000-08:00

…dun simply change something that already fix and someone already work hard on it just because a simple/small problem or even worse not really a problem at all…

“I wonder if the past is….”

PANAS.PANAS.PANAS.

2010-01-12T18:27:00.000-08:00

Panas hati ku ini. Panas. Why? Huh ok this is y:

1. A called me and told me to conduct something. But, since the engagement is handled by more than 1 person and they have 3 entities, each entities are handled by different staff. When A called me, knowing that the one in charge is not ME, (maybe becoz I am easier to be talk to – maybe okeyz!), I straight to the one in charge n let her know, bcoz I also dunno anything.she suppose to call A and settle them, she suppose to call A to clarify things. BUT instead, she said ‘she called you, then you handle lor’. Its more like hello, she call anyone that she wants, n we internally pass to the responsible party la. Duh~

RAMBLING

2010-01-11T20:09:00.001-08:00

I have lots of things to rambling but don’t know where to start (always like that) and don’t have enough time to do it also. Some things somehow, cannot be blog, but that’s the thing. – I don’t know what to blog. Ngah3. Yesterday was at the hospital visiting (more like tinggal kat situ) my dad – dia kne operate, but today nk kluar dh, Alhamdulillah. Tp I find out sth : Btol la, the longer u stay in the hospital, lagi trok u skt..hahah.

Erm de 1 mslh now yg timbul – I dh ade blk penyakit M = MALAS. Haiya time2 nak peak ni la penyakit dtg.cannot be like this lor.mslh besar tau.n some more, that B* x dtg plak.aiya she always always like that tau.i think I hate her forever kot.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-01-03T04:32:00.000-08:00

Azam baru for new year 2010:

1. no more seafoods.
2. exercise at least once during weekend.
3. ilangkan 'extra part'

HAPPY NEW YEAR SEMUA!!

Real Differences between Guys and Girls (byklblder)

2009-12-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

The funny and social differences between men and women. How each differs socially.

Say the prom dance is coming up, if you’re a GIRL that hangs out with a group of 5 other girls, and one of the girls doesn’t have a date, the other four will gather up as a team to find that one girl a date for the prom. But if you’re a GUY that hangs out with a group of 5 dudes and one of them doesn’t have a date, the other four will make fun of him and tell him “MAN I can’t believe you don’t have a date yet!! Haha!! What’s wrong with you?!
If you are a GIRL and you are sitting with all your “girlfriends” and one of them needs to use the bathroom, everyone else will go to the bathroom to keep her company. If you’re a GUY and you’re hanging out with your bros and one of them says they have to go to the bathroom, no one acknowledges it. And if a GUY dares to ask if someone wants to come, the next thing coming to him will be a punch to the neck and him getting yelled at for being called gay.
When GIRLS go to malls, they like to take their time to look at things even though they came to the mall to buy one or two things. GIRLS leave the mall with about twice as many things as they said, and also the Starbucks coffee cup they drank when they met up with a friend on accident. When GUYS go to the mall, they have one thing in mind and that is what they are coming to the mall for. GUYS go in, get it, and leave. And if they see a friend while they’re there, they will just nod their heads to each other and walk away.
If you’re a GIRL whose relationship just ended, you will cry your heart out to all her friends and all together write a poem about how men are so dumb and stupid. A week later she can totally be over it. If you’re a GUY, five months after the breakup on a Saturday night will send his ex a letter saying how much he hates her and how she was so rude to him and never REALLY understood him. Then the following day will write another one saying how he is so sorry and wishes he could be with her and lists the reasons that he started to like her.
If you’re a GIRL and you just finished taking a test or finished a worksheet, you will spend your free time either reading a book, or filling in the circles of the letters in the whole assignment with your pencil. If you’re a GUY, you will finish the exam and either put your arm on the exam and put your head on your arm and sleep, or flip the page over to where its blank and draw a “sick” war scene or your favorite sports team logo.
All GIRLS follow the “law of girls” which states you are not allowed to date any of your friends ex boyfriends forever. But if you’re a GUY who is trying to hook up with your friends ex, you start to estimate the amount of time they have been broken up for. And once you start going out with her, your friend will come up to you and say “dude, how could you?!” and your answer will be “dude she doesn’t like you anymore and you guys have been broken up for like…ever.”
If you’re a GIRL and your groups of friend’s names are Catherine, Jenny, Mary, and Amy, you refer to them as Catherine, Jenny, Mary, and Amy. If you’re a GUY and your friends names are John, Bill, Ted, and Brian, you refer to them ass, Monkeybutt, Looser, Godzilla, and Douche.
If you’re a GIRL and you get lost while driving, you will stop at the next gas station or ask the next “decently” looking person walking on the street. If you’re a GUY and you get lost, you keep driving until you find your way, and you never admit that you’re lost.
And finally, if you’re a GIRL, you will sometimes admit your mistakes. The last GUY to admit his mistakes was George Washington cutting down his tree.

2009-12-19T18:33:00.000-08:00

Will be on leave this Monday. Sungguh seronok after 2 weeks rase separuh mati. x nk pkabout work at all. melegakan kepaka otak n bdn b4 need to work again.

2009-12-10T05:52:00.000-08:00

life isnt that flowery this few days..more cloudy n rainy sometimes. feel like if only i could run away from my own life for the moment to joy the beauty of living, i would. but if only it doesnt hurt much. but, it is impossible..i love my life n theres no way i can run from the reality..except............

i wish that the time is faster and i dont feel the pain.the pain of the day.i love doing wht im doing now, but i hate it.i love my job.i love everything that i do.but...winners never quit.thats really mean a lot. lucky tomorrow is public holiday for Selangor.means i will be off from work and enjoying myself (if only i could or hv plans la) or maybe sleeping is a good idea.

xoxo

2009-12-02T05:18:00.001-08:00

Weekend aritu sabrina skt mata.wpn skt,msh tetap aktif nk gile.xtau la bateri ape dia pakai.tp tu yg membuatkan keseronokan dlm hari sbb tgk gelagat dia.buat sm0rg hepi.sangat cute.tp today mata dia da ok..da x merah.just sepet sgt lg je..

On separate note;
N0w keje sgt la byk.kdg2 sr0n0k.kdg2 tensi0n.rase mcm nk cuti..semangat ku yg dulu mcm ilang,sdg dibangkitkan semula..

An0ther n0te;
S0metimes, bile a stupid pers0n lead the world,n0ting wil b better.the stupid bc0me m0re stupid.n the n0t stupid,bc0me frustrated..to d stupid,kn0w where u r.kn0w wats ur resp0nsibility.kn0w wat u shud do.d0nt just sit n pretend dat u r bz as if ppl ar0und u r blind n cant c dat u r sh0pping online,n doing n0ting..1 day d Head wil kn0w the truth.

Xoxo

haiya...

2009-11-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

saturday.14 November 2009.di hari org2 muda p bersuka ria.aku terpakse bangun pagi untuk pergi bekerja.namun aku tidak mengerti kerna aku bagaikan suka bekerja pd hari itu.adakah mungkin kerna tiada org di ofis kecuali mereka2 dlm team sama, atau pon ketiadaan dia. muahaha.aku kurang mengerti. namun kerasaan seronok bekerja di hujung minggu hilang apabila aku merasakan cuti terlalu pendek.masakan tidak, cuti hanya 1 hari...tiba2 esok sudah kena kerja balik. aduh..malas seh..perlu ku kuatkan semangat ini...tammat

post?

2009-11-06T22:37:00.000-08:00

sudah lama ku biarkan my blog ini bersarang..mcm2 dh terkepam dlm ini. bkn ape, just dunno what to blog, n if ade, dunno where to start.dunno how to tell pon. ok berpikir sebentar mane mahu mule.

bermula:

1.deloitte tax max end of october

bile pikir kene pegang tanggungjawab usher orang is part plg mls..kalo boleh nk p situ ( OneWorld Hotel ) dengan berlenggang. tp nk wat camner.kite ni pekerja..so pagi tu kene bgnn awal pagi, pkol 630 dh kne ade depan ofis nk p ke tempat kejadian..so whole day berdiri sgtla memenatkan ok..tp rase enjoy jugak buat sth selain keje yg tiap2 hari kite buat tu - tax...
semorang yg bertugas dat day kene pkai t-shirt ijau with blazzer itam n slack itam..sampaila ade 1 hamba allah tu ingat kitorang ni pekerja hotel - dia tanye mane bilik no 7 brape ntah- ngeh3.
tp part menyakitkan hati is when ade yg menulis somewhere that called ushers team as THE STUBBORN TEAM...hello..orang dh penat buat keje..x appreciate lgsg..mule la rase mcm kuli batak je kot...ish3. ape2 pon menda tu dh lepas..lupekan...ok next >>>

2. shopping

kepada sesiape yg belum tahu lg la, i dh lame x shopping..ade la 2 bulan lebih..tp start minggu lepas..disebabkan skt ati sgt..ajak la hadi p shopping..so i beli 1 baju..last weekend p klcc teman kakna shopping, p beli baju lg..n now rase mcm nk p shopping lg..boleh x? oh gosh..penyakit shopaholic aku dtg kembali...

tammat

2009-10-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

when the fools LEAD the WORLD..s___
when the selfish LEAD the WORLD..S___

listen to others n when it is wrong, IT IS WRONG. mean when it is wrong.u r wrong. accept it. learn from others doesnt mean u r at top of the world, u cannot be wrong.

wish for better.

BIRTHDAY N MINI RE-U

2009-10-10T04:50:00.001-07:00

Mlm semalam celebrating birthday one of my colleague at murni..her bday was on m0nday, after dah byk sgt kali tuka plan 2 celebrate,akhirnye we make it jugak.alm0st x jadi coz 1 of us need 2 work out of ofis. And, my mate time training same2 pn join jgk..she bought d cake..beli yg slice je since ktorg xkan termampu to eat 1 cake. All of us ordered air lili -air cmpr2 dia letak mcm2 in d end jd sdap gle- n i had lamb chop of coz, n abeskan d last pot0ng roti nan amelia..hua3. Mcm along kate,i ni t0ng..keh3. Lame dah x da after work xtvt. Rase sgt gembira..n enjoy gle lepak ngn u all wpn pas2 kemengantokan 2 blk bangi.cekonon nk ke umh kakna,tp ter c0nfidnt lbey sgt,msk ldp dah pulak,blk je umh ibu trus..td dpt wedding invitatn card dari izam..alhamdulillah.kawen akhirnye kwn sorg ni. Will make sure i pegi jgk.

Til then.xoxo

SHOULD I SAY..

2009-10-07T05:31:00.000-07:00

Should i say, 1 down another 1 to go? so mean kan..tp thats the reality yg i rase..rase senang walopon i no longer involved. tapi tentang ape ni? xdpt bagitau di sini. just to tell readers how senang i am now.

now at home.waiting for my mom n dad blk dari indonesia. my along p amek. n listening to amni singing menda dh ikot dlm lagu kartun dalam cerita cartoon tu. hua cant wait ibu sampai umah nk tgk ape dia beli.wiwiwiwiwiwiw.

till then.=0

SELAMAT HARI KERJA!

2009-09-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

fuuh~ cuti raya for 9 days dah nak abes? sob3 sedih nye..sure next week byk keje n kene blk lewat malam. tp itula lumrah kehidupan. tp bile dah cuti pjg sgt, momentum semangat buat kerja tu mmg dh lari. aduh. sure skt gile nak bgn blk. tp nk xnk terpakse ma. isk3. kerja2. hari-hari kerja.ni baru beberapa bulan. blom sethn lg dh complaint2. x, ni bkn complaint, tp biasela kan, story mory..bukan sy x suke keje saye ye..=p

raya? mcm my previous post, tp tmbhn sket. ni baru blk dari kampung kat perak. tido kat umah my uncle = rumah tua = our hotel during raya > foc...beraya nak rak, tp xdok dpt duit raye pon xde la mengharap, phm2 tp if dpt best jgk kan? pastu today 1 hari kat wedding kazen. theme dia color2 mcm2. khemah color putih ijau ade sket2 gold, tp pengantim pakai pink, laki pakai pink+white... blk umah, skt2 kaki lenguh 1 bdn rase mcm dh tua sgt pule. gambar raye ade upload kat fb..sile la tgk2..=p

2009-09-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

new background sempena hari raya.hhehehe bored already dgn the old 1. yup2 smua menda manuasia akan bosan jika lama2.

my raya? 1st day p blk melaka. smpai ke malam.then semlm ( wednesday) ade open house..
1st day pkai baju oren.theme family thn ni.wahida pilih.will upload the pic later.

x0x0

2009-09-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

Dearest friends,

Wishing you all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilitri

Minta Ampun & Maaf

Semoga di hari yang mulia ini

Kita semua bergembira

Berjumpa Sanak Saudara

Dan Mereka yang disayangi.

Love,

TehMunira

2009-09-11T19:12:00.000-07:00

Ok. dah lame this thingy tp nak publish jgk ( coz xtau nak blog ape). ok haritu p makan kat johnny's ( 15.8.09; Saturday) wif Dia.. mule2 nak order for 4 person ( since Dia mkn byk) tp Dia kate, 'no its ok, we just order for 2, if we hungry later on, we can find sth else to eat.' wokey.done. but then, Dia kate, Dia x kenyang lagi ( which u may not know none of us eat the sayur2..) hgeh3..what a waste. Since im the 1 who suggested the place, ( coz slalu mkn with my family) i feel bad. tp tolak tepi saje.hehee... he's the 1 who said its ok kann...

And hari yg same jugak ade reunion primary school i, which of coz i cant go..my twin yg pegi. Sorry guys..maybe next time.=p

xoxo

2009-09-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

hatiku berbunga riang.kerna.hanya aku yang tahu.

2009-09-09T05:22:00.000-07:00

hidup ini penuh dengan dugaan. lebih2 lagi pada bulan ramadhan yang mulia ini. Ya Allah, kuatkan hati ku mengharungi cobaan2 ini.

aku terlalu sibuk dengan kerja2 yg tiba2 terlalu banyak sehingga x sempat aku bernafas ( mcm mati je bunyik nye). ya, aku separuh mati. huu~

aku ingin berehat kerna esok memerlukan tenaga yg banyak untuk aku mengharungi liku2 perit2 bekerja.

MUNIRA SEMANGAT!

2009-09-07T10:10:00.001-07:00

Me n hadi went to zoo negara (14.8.2009), celebrating our 3rd year of being together..life hv d up n dnwn.we've g0ne thr0 it.pantiecn n love.

Esok keje..mls ke? Eh w boleh malas2.kene keje at least lg 9 thn ok.hua3.

Mlm da lewat tp mata ku msh segar. Bagamimana? Esok tkt ngntk d ofis..sob3.

Happy ramadhan to all muslim.

2009-09-07T09:21:00.001-07:00

2 budak c0mel yg bisa membuatkan hati ku berbunga riang.hehe.
Ilyas: mempunyai mulut mcm joker dlm crite batman.n also called as hands0me boy.
Sabrina: ppuan yg begitu hyper active,yg sgt c0mel. Rase nk gigit je.

Esok keje..huu mcm ada penyakit mls tp semangat nk tunggu pkol 5pm coz nk jumpe hadi.dah dkat sebulan x jumpe..wuwu.dia bz..

Mlm kemarin p mkn kat kelana jaya golf club..mknn dia sdap.tp porti0n dia sket.pas2 mlm semlm mkn kat residence hotel.mkn hingge x mampu nk masuk pape dah..

Ok la.kne tdo tp x ngantok.huh.gnite w0nderland!

2009-09-03T05:46:00.000-07:00

The secret to success : Your personality

If you are looking for the perfect career, consider your personality type. What do you love to do? What are you good at doing? And, just as importantly, what bugs the heck out of you? Working eight hours a day at a job you're ill-suited for is draining. By taking the time to consider your personality and match it with your online studies, you could be one of those cheerful people at work.

Do You Love to Care for Others?
Do you get satisfaction from helping others? Are you great with kids? Are you one of those rare souls who has a knack for gently yet firmly getting your point across? Those strengths might make you an excellent elementary school teacher.
Teachers guide and nurture children through the learning process and often have a strong influence on a child's future goals, dreams, and self-esteem. Becoming an elementary teacher requires a bachelor's degree from a teaching program and a license to educate.

Are You a Math Whiz?
Do you have the uncanny ability to add numbers in your head? Do you calculate sales tax with a glance? Are you capable of balancing your checkbook in only a few easy minutes? A career as a bookkeeper could keep you properly challenged.
Bookkeepers are responsible for maintaining the financial records of a business. They prepare reports, keep track of deposits and financial statements, and sometimes handle payroll or make purchases for the company. A high school diploma may open the door, and career training continues on the job, but many businesses require their bookkeepers to hold at least an associate's degree in business or accounting.

Is Your Love for Video Games Beyond Compare?
Do you relish finding all the tricks and hidden codes in video games? Are you the go-to expert who can fix problems with video game systems? All that video-game savvy could pay off if you decide to become a computer software engineer.
Computer software engineers design, develop, and test software, including video games. They might work alone or as part of a team, depending upon the project requirements.

Does a Unique Dining Experience Thrill You?
Do you have a taste for the finer things in life? Are you the first to test out a new restaurant? Do you have well-thumbed stacks of food and wine magazines throughout your house? It might be time to throw on the white coat and become a chef.
Executive chefs are responsible for running the kitchen, developing menus, and, of course, preparing delicious meals for patrons. The executive chef might supervise a small team of cooks or be the head of a major restaurant chain. Many chefs opt for career training programs at culinary institutes, and some pursue associate's or bachelor's degrees in culinary arts.

Do You Love to Talk?
Do you enjoy the media and love to follow the top stories? Do you like to talk to anyone and everyone? A job in public relations will get you up close and personal with the movers and shakers.
Publicists are responsible for crafting and maintaining the public image of a celebrity, organization, or business. They draft press releases, talk to the media, and organize both public and private events. The publicist uses every form of media to get their message across, and does so in a timely manner.

Personality and Career -- a Winning Combination
By choosing a job that fits your personality, you've taken the first step toward career happiness. Your hard-earned degree can be your second step toward turning your strengths into a steady paycheck.
Shannon Dauphin is a freelance writer based near Nashville, Tennessee.

2009-09-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

- i x paham la y ye bile kite di bawah, kite di pijak2 oleh yg di atas? ye ler... name pon orang tu kat atas, u kat bwh...mmg la kene pijak..ok fine. tp x fair la kan if pakai lepas tgn?..mmg la x fair, dah dia kecut nak ngaku salah sendiri n kne marah, so nk wat camner?

-kenape nye ade sesetengah orang tu, buat salah, dia yg mule tp pastu kate kite ni ntah pape...itu la ini la...benci2..ala, mma la dh dia xtau nak buat cmner, ego, n bongok.

-minggu depan cuti lg...yeay!

2009-08-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

minggu ini terlalu panjang.terlalu panjang untuk diharungi.makin hari makin lambat masa berlalu.di tempat kerja, aku buntu. tidak lagi mampu berfikiran waras dalam mengharungi masa yg begitu lembab. penantian adalah penyeksaan.

aku masih di sini.mengharapkan sesuatu. sesuatu yg tidak tahu akan menjadi.biar masa menentukan.

aku ingin bercuti.tapi tidak tahu arah tuju.aku ingin ke terengganu.namun,aku tidak mempuntai cukup wang untuk ke sana.aku ingin mengambil cuti tahunan.tapi aku x tahu nak memberi alasan apa.semuanya tidak masuk akal.aku ingin demam.kerna sudah 4 hari tekak ku terase gatal.namun hingga ke hari ini aku tidak demam2.aku tidak berdoa untuk h1n1, jauh sekali.aku sekadar mahu bercuti.adakah kerna aku tertekan di pejabat? tipu la tertekan. mungkin tertekan kerna tiada kerja yg penting dan semuanya siap dgn cepat tidak mengambil masa yg lama. tapi, perkara ini menjadi tekanan kerna, masa berlalu terlalu lambat.lambat3.

sudahla aku merapu seorang diri.smorang tahu.

2009-08-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

updates?

- work;
1. so far ok la. tipula if i say 100% ok or not ok at all. if at all, i should have left deloitte months ago. but i did not. well, theres some time when im so depressed coz i want to finish my work but still i cannot coz got lotsa distraction...not kind of distraction yg x berkaitan dgn kerja, tp people who push me around to do her job. i know im a junior, but its not fair. i just wanno do my work.my portfolio. thats all. not yours or any 1 else.

-life;
1. no comment. terlalu banyak if nak start pon. xtau nak start kat mane. anyway, las friday was my 4th anniversary with my bf...gonna celeb8 it tomorrow.. well, actually we've been together for about 8 years..( 4 + 4 years ) huhuhu. ok full stop.

- thats all for now.

What can i do

2009-08-09T04:56:00.000-07:00

I haven't slept at all in days

It's been so long since we've talked

And I have been here many times

I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me

What can I do to make you care

What can I say to make you feel this

What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take

And I just got to let it go

And who knows I might feel better, yeah

If I don't try and I don't hope

No more waiting, no more, aching...

No more fighting, no more, trying...

Maybe there's nothing more to say

And in a funny way I'm calm

Because the power is not mine

I'm just going to let it fly

2009-08-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

there's a lot of things to tell, but i dunno where to start.
i dunno how to tell.
i dunno what to say.
everything seems wrong.
but still it is right.
things are getting worse.
but i fell like its getting better.
what did i do wrong.
when everything seems alrite.
why they always make me sad.
when they say never think of that.
we've go too far.
we shouldnt look back.
if i have faith,y cant you?

2009-06-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

is it me? is it you?is it us?

whats going on?whats happening?when this stupid things will stop?should i gv up?should i move on?should i......

to petronas ppl.STOP making noises! its almost 12 midnight and be aware of your surroundings.people here want to sleep!

2009-06-24T07:14:00.000-07:00

Almost a month. i know i can go this far. hahaha just a month.cant judge anything rite?
= still, m trying to be efficient enough and more alert to the surroundings...trying to make less errors..stupid errors..careless.

2009-06-19T08:15:00.000-07:00

My life coudnt be any better since the 1st week of june. thank god for giving me such a great life.

2009-06-06T04:49:00.000-07:00

I think i'm having a big problem now..i am a shopaholic! i mean a really3 shopaholic. mane2 i pegi, i will buy something.not something that will cost me RM10 & below...i am really out of control. what should i do?

1.block my card?
~hell no! i cant live with that.ok?
2.jgn p mane2, stay home,watch movie n play the sims?
~hahaha.a big no no no.as if im in jail.
3.control myself?
~i really hope i can do that.
4.ask ibu to give me money once a week,so i dont need my card,just cash from ibu.
~ewww...itu zaman sekolah iyelah.
5.do nothing.
~best solution???

2009-06-05T22:26:00.000-07:00

10 Things You Should Avoid when Applying Make-Up.
googles.

1. On a dry skin the face powder clogs the pores making them visible. However, on an oily skin powder doesn’t last long.

2.When choosing a nuance, remember that brighter shades are not face-flattering. Bright colors accentuate wrinkles and signs of tiredness.
The advice: apply a small amount of foundation in the chin area, which is close to your natural skin tone. Fixate it with a sponge by gently tapping on. Then apply powder in a peach-pink nuance with a big brush.

3.Don’t restrict the foundation application only to the chin area. This will result in an unnatural effect of a mask.
The trick is to use a damp makeup sponge and apply the foundation starting from the neck and going up. After that tap off excess foundation for fixation and do not apply any powder on top.

4.Applying eyeliner on the inner rims of the eyes doesn’t make them look bigger. On the contrary - it makes them smaller and less sparkling.
To add depth to the eyes put tiny dots at the base of the eyelashes on both eyelids and then join them up. Ideally the line should always be applied as close to the base of the eyelashes as possible and accentuated with eyeliner.

5.Don’t apply rouge creme after face powder.
This would result in two bright spots on your cheeks. The rule is - after face powder apply only rouge powder.

6.The nuance of the pencil used for outlining the lips shouldn’t be darker than the lipstick.
The dark line stiffens the face’s sensual expression. Always use a pencil in a nuance that’s close to the lipstick.

7.Don’t apply shades in a dark nuance on the upper eyelid.
Darker shades make the eyes look sunken. To avoid that always apply beige or pink nuances on the upper lid.

8.Don’t choose eye shades on the basis of your eye color.
This is the best way to hide the natural color of the eyes.Only contrasting colors accentuate the true nuance of eyes - if you have blue eyes, choose dark brown nuances; green-eyed women should opt for pink shades.Brown and black eyes go best with all violet nuances.

9.Avoid wearing lipstick if you have plum lips.
The best way to accentuate this naturally sensual feature is by applying lipstick in a dark pink tone with a fine brush.

10.Avoid green shades when your eyes are tired.
Green nuances only make signs of tiredness more visible.Beige and peach nuances are your best choice here. If you want to make your eyes appear bigger, apply mascara on the upper eye lashes.

2009-05-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

lama sungguh tidak membuangkan mase di page ini.tapi tetap tidak ada idea untuk di blog.
sudah cuti for 11 days...in terengganu for 2 days..jumpe ili,never thought she'll be there,thanks babe..
presentation?
selepas telah tamat melakukan 'tawaf fardhu & sa'ie' (at least thats what they called since i jalan pusing2 sampai lecturer aka my panel called me to do my presentation; butterflies in my stomach?) i berjaya melakukan presentation sepertimana yg at least yg i harapkan..xtau la if my panels x berkenan.tp i dah buat yg terbaik.

melepak di tepi airport berpemandangan kan pantai yg sgt la i rinduuuu dengan ili, kak jiha, alfred, johnson yang suke pau i, amirul, ja'a...mkn abc yg quite ok tapi manis...hahha.first time drive waja..best2..n ibu shopping sakan.

watched star trek..at first confused y theres no amidala..knock my head that amidala tu dalam STAR WARS BKN STAR TREK!...tp crite tu best...laki2 nya handsome doh.

1st june?
bermula lah cerita hidup ku as a career woman kat deloitte.thanks deloitte for giving me the opportunity.nervous? hell yeah. nurul, izz and the geng smua wont b around..sedih!

2009-05-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

i'm stress! ok2 the beginning of the day is quite ok la.bgn pagi, prepare to go to pwtc for career fair.without having the need to rush, so my mood sgt la ok.after that p tgk movie-wolvarine.pon best jugak.tapi bile sampai umah,nak print my report untuk bawa presentation esok, computer x leh bukak!printer mc bengong.sky dah ati.dah la x mkn lg.esok dah nk fly p present.nak prepare mcm2 lg.saje je buat kalut.bengang kot...
pas2 berlari p cybercafe.print2 semua, 59 helai=RM11.90.mahal!blh dpt murah lg dari tu.tp desperate punye pasal. pastu x dpt nak print html document. p serang umah along.xde printer. lari blk p cari cc berdekatan.pas2 fed up.blk umah.malas nak pk dah. pasni kne buat notes utk present. dahla ade yg printed page yg lari.bengang nye.panas je hati.pastu dah tekan print form JA, tgk xde pon.kabt punyer pasal.aaaah sudahla.
esok p terengganu. syiok2 n nervous nak present.

2009-05-15T22:52:00.000-07:00

SANGAT GUMBIRA!

1. Abes training.
2. Hadi dah HIDUP balik.hahahaha. sorry dear,u ilang lame sgt.keh3.
3.laptop dah sehat.dpt main the sims.thank u again dear.
4.next week balik terengganu, nervous but excited coz dpt meet up with friends yang dah lame xjumpe.
5. graduate!
6.dpt cuti lame2 for two weeks before start working again.
ntahla i just too excited smpai xtau nak kate ape.

Seven Career Killers by Erin Burt

2009-05-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

You worked hard to get the education, the skills and now the job. Don't let these mistakes sabotage your climb up the career ladder.

Lying on your résumé, stealing office supplies or failing to show up for work will surely dampen your career prospects. But young workers need to beware of less-obvious mistakes that can sabotage their careers. Your behavior, attitude and appearance will play important roles in finding success, not only in your first job, but also throughout your entire working life.

Avoiding these seven career killers will help you craft a stellar reputation and keep your career on track

1. Procrastinating. Remember the first time you put off studying for a test then crammed at the last minute and still got a decent grade? Many of us have been procrastinating since grade school and have done just fine, but that's a habit you have to break.

2. Having a sense of entitlement. Our generation was raised on instant gratification. We're used to getting what we want, and getting it now. Yet when it comes to our careers, no matter how hard we work, we cannot get five years' worth of experience in one year.
Falling into that trap can hinder a climb up the career ladder. If you carry the attitude that you deserve to be promoted or else, you may find that "or else" is your only option.

3. Settling into your job description. You may have your set responsibilities, but you should always be on the lookout for opportunities to shine. Going above and beyond your mundane entry-level tasks can demonstrate your untapped talents and show your boss you're not afraid to take initiative. Settle into your job description for too long and your reputation may be cast as a low-level lackey. You may have to do a little self-promotion, but try not to come off as a braggart.

4. Avoiding office politics. When it comes to playing office politics, there is naughty and nice. Naturally, you shouldn't engage in backstabbing and gossiping. But avoiding politics altogether can be deadly for your career. Like it or not, every workplace has an intricate system of power, and you can -- and should -- work it ethically to your best advantage. To get a promotion, avoid downsizing or get a project approved, you need co-worker support. Get that backing by building relationships, asking others for advice, offering your help and showing sincere interest in others.

5. Not being a team player. Getting stuck with this label is one of the fastest career killers. But young workers face a delicate balance. You still need to demonstrate your skills and abilities to successfully build your career without giving the appearance that you're interested only in looking out for yourself.

6. Not dressing the part. In an ideal world, you would be judged by your merits alone. However, we live in a visual society. How you present yourself can play a crucial role in the progress of your career. You want to look professional and in control, not sloppy and indifferent. Keep your hair and nails trimmed, your clothes ironed and your breath smelling nice.
As for your apparel, take your cues from what others are wearing. You don't want to show up in a suit and tie if jeans are the norm. But it doesn't hurt to dress for the job you want.

7. Failing to network. You've heard that networking can be a good tool to help you find a job, but maintaining your contacts after you're hired is critical to the continuing success of your career. Keeping in touch helps you stay atop the latest issues in your field and gives you people to call on when you need advice. And a contact just may help you land your next job.

Good Luck!

30th April

2009-05-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

30th April tahun ni sgt la meaningful to me coz;
1. the end of filing season.
means the end of having no personal life.reached home after midnight.exhausted.
2. the end of training is coming sooooon
dh x jadi kuli.hope so.

we r the winning team during the filing season. and sbb tu, the whole group dpt mkn at ONEWORLD HOTEL near OU, sgt la sdap, to celeb8 the day. heheheh had fun n pnat sgt3. (mkn free ok!!).

but then, i still not yet receive any feed back for my application. penantian yg menyeksakan. tp i baru anta cv last 3 days. awal lg kan tu make assumption yg xde hrpn???

STUPID.

2009-04-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

The only word that i can describe for the whole thing that happened is 'stupid'.
Why?
1. ok. here is the story.Ms. A can simply seat there doing nothing while others is like dying to finish all the work. And when Ms. B is doing something for Ms A (who doing nothing at all), she simply email to the boss and say 'Ms. A is so slow in doing her work' WTF!! How bout u? U x buat pape pon kot. u sendiri actually can do the work that she's been helped u on your own. but u didnt? bcoz u r stupid like a cow!!
2. Ms. C dun want the work to be send out just bcoz there will be something else also to be send to the same place. yup2.u r good in thinking of a strategy to cut cost. but then u r also stupid like a cow bcoz at the end, at the time when everybody in malaysia is at the end of working hours, u ask u kid to go to the place and send the work before the people at the place go home. do u think we can make it??!!?? Stupid cow, of coz no.traffic jamssss, tuuuut! otak kat lutut ke ape???
pas tu mengamuk kat the whole place sbb x smpai2 kat tmpt di tuju. dah u send out ur kid mase semorang nk blk dari ofis. n the journey will tahe about 1-1.3 hours. logic r sket walawei!

STUPID COWSSS!!

HOPES

2009-04-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

I dunno why. i still hope that Deloitte will offer me a place by the end of my internship. pray for me friends. really need it. i am really not in the mood of looking other place to work. dunno y. still hope a place is there for me. eventho there will be jay jay around, dun mind, lately i dun give a damn wateva shes saying..i'd like to work, but i dun like to work...confusing kan?? huuhu. jay2 go away. i'll be happy without u there.

23rd Birthday

2009-04-11T22:35:00.002-07:00

Next week will be my 23rd birthday.

mymom already bought me baju kebaya, perfume and a sum of money to go shopping.
and my eldest sister brought us to a shopping spree yesterday.
we plan to go to the KLCC, but due to some complication, we changed our mind and go to pavillion instead.
i dunno what should i buy for my birthday eventho i am fully sponsored that day coz i already have everything that i want.
but then, i managed to grab a beautiful blouse and mascara and also eye-shadow as a pressie. hehehe.

thats all for now.not in the mood to talk a lot since busy with work loads.
final report.
due date e-filing.
stupid monsters at the office.

2009-03-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

MOVIE.

Wached Confession of a Shopaholic. It was a great movie. Mmg ade jugak la rase mcm terkene batang idung sendiri. But then i dont have 12 credit cards, hahaha i dun even have 1.lol. and in fact i can go shopping malls without buying anything. so, i am not as bad as rebecca bloomwood kan?
Rate: 5 stars.huhhuhu...=)

Next movie will be he is just not into you.and then harry potter than transformers.hehehe.

I am not feeling well...selseme sket...tomorrow time lunch need to go to clinic @ uptown.. can i get an MC, doc?? ( i am the only VT who never take a day off) bravo!!!

2009-03-21T05:07:00.000-07:00

9.Reasons.People.Cheat.
by rich santos,marie claire.

Are cheaters born cheaters, or do certain situations cause people to cheat? Probably a little bit of both. Here are some situations that make people cheat:

1. Bored
I'd say this is the most common reason that people cheat.It's tough to keep that edge throughout a relationship. Things start off grand and then level off and then you both realize that it's still real life. When you meet someone else, that inaugural excitement of a new relationship kicks back in.

2. Dependence
At first glance, cheating seems like independent behavior. It could be interpreted as doing what you want, when you want. But I would argue that cheating is a dependent behavior. A cheater is dependent because they are not strong enough to break up with their significant other in order to get with the new person.

3. Confusion
Sometimes life or a particular situation can get to you. When the perfect storm of confusion is going on in your head, you make mistakes.

4. Because They Let You
If any girl ever cheated on me, I'd break up with her immediately. Forgiving a cheater is putting up with it, and starts a vicious cycle. That person who cheated may lose respect for you and might continue to cheat-because they know they can get away with it, because you'll continue to take them back.

5. Nurturing
If someone is mistreating you, then your first instinct is to get away from him or her. But sometimes it's not that simple-maybe you are raising kids together. If you feel trapped in a bad relationship, it's only natural that you will run to the open arms of a person who treats you well.

6. Revenge
This is quite simple- an eye for an eye. Cheat on them if they cheat on you. If they continuously hurt you or abuse you in some way, you do it to get them back.

7. Confirmation of Attractiveness
Sometimes when you're in a long relationship, or if your significant other is taking you for granted, you begin to wonder if you're still attractive. Perhaps, because you were out on the dating circuit, you felt more attractive when you were single. If you have an affair, you've proven that a new person can be attracted to you.

8. The Thrill
Some people just enjoy the thrill of cheating: running around secretly, risking getting caught, andcreating thrilling moments with a forbidden romance.

9. They Don't Consider It Cheating, Even Though You Might
Relationships have that grey area, usually right before you become exclusive. He thinks date #4 is when you're "together," and you think date #2 is when you're "together." If you haven't talked about exclusivity, someone may think they are well within their rights to see other people, even though the other person in the relationship may not.

I don't understand why people don't break up as soon as they have an urge to cheat. Is it natural to have temptation, or is temptation a sign that the relationship is losing its fire? What reasons would you add to this list, and do you disagree with any? If you've ever cheated, why did you do it? Could you forgive a cheater? If you are single, but seeing a person who is in a committed relationship, does that make you a cheater?

2009-03-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

1st of all...sorry i'm not updating myblog lately. busy working,reach home at 10pm,exhausted. no time for blogging or anything else but sleep.hahhaha. plus, i dont know what to update, honestly, nothing happened. every day (weekdays) wake up early in the morning, go to work, go home late at night, and sleep. again, the next morning, is the same. (how i wish i still at uni, at least everyday not really2 the same).

i have another 2 and the half month to finish my training...after that, job hunting, graduate and get married???? i dun think so..i'm not ready for that.i still wanna enjoy my life.plus, dont u think too young???

i miss my friends at terengganu so much..and have to say, i also miss terengganu..oh gosh i wish im still there.eventhough im dying to be back in kajang when i was in terengganu. i am crazy. kih3.

'til then.da~

2009-03-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

Top 10 Worst Foods of 2009 - HealthyLiving

1. Pepperidge Farm Roasted White Meat Chicken Premium Pot Pie - There are 510 calories and 9 grams of saturated fat in this baby. Oh wait - that’s just for half a pie. The whole thing has 1020 calories and 18 grams of saturated fat.

2. Romano’s Macaroni Grill Spaghetti and Meatballs with Meat Sauce - This dish will set you back a staggering 2,430 calories and nearly three days’ worth of saturated fat (57 grams) plus 5,290 milligrams of sodium - more calories and saturated fat than two Macaroni Grill Tuscan Rib-Eye steak dinners.

3. Progresso Traditional, Vegetable Classics, and Rich & Hearty soups - Half a can averages more than half of a person’s daily quota of salt. Favorites reduced-sodium soups with up to 50 percent less salt.

4. Dove Ice Cream - A half cup has about 300 calories and an average of 11 grams of saturated fat - that’s half-a-day’s worth of the bad stuff.

5. The Cheesecake Factory Chris’ Outrageous Chocolate Cake - It’s layers of chocolate cake, brownie, toasted coconut pecan filling, and chocolate chip coconut cheesecake. CSPI found each five-inch-high slice weighs three-fourths of a pound and has 1,380 calories, 32 teaspoons of sugar, 33 grams of saturated fat and 5 grams of trans fat. Yikes!

6. Smoothie King’s Grape Expectations II - It’s one of Smoothie King’s “Snack Rights” with 550 calories in the 20-ounce size and 1,100 calories in the 40-ouncer. Proof that not all smoothies are good for you (but these are).

7. Pop Secret Movie Theater Butter Popcorn Snack Size Bags - Just one snack-size bag has 11 grams of bad fat, 7 of which are trans fats.

8. The Starbucks Venti (20 oz.) Caffè Mocha with whole milk and whipped cream has 450 calories and 13 grams of bad fat - more like a Quarter Pounder with Cheese in a cup. But you can lose all the bad fat and all but 170 calories if you order a tall (12 oz.) with nonfat milk and no whipped cream.

9. Chipotle Chicken Burrito - With rice, pinto beans, cheese, chicken, sour cream, and salsa, you get 1,040 calories and 16-1/2 grams of saturated fat - the same as three Subway Steak and Cheese 6-inch Subs. Plus the burrito comes with 2,500 milligrams of sodium! Ordering it without cheese or sour cream cuts the saturated fat to 3-1/2 grams, but you still end up with 810 calories and 2,300 milligrams of sodium.

10. Cold Stone Creamery’s Gotta Have It Founder’s Favorite - 12-ounces of ice cream, pecans, brownie pieces, fudge, and caramel adds up to a whopping 1,600 calories and 42 grams of saturated fat. That’s about the same as five single-scoop ice cream cones.

Any surprises? And tell me… have you had any of these

2009-02-09T04:11:00.000-08:00

S.U.N.W.A.Y.T.H.E.M.E.P.A.R.K

Yesterday, i went to sunway theme park with a 'friend'.
I had fun!
I mean really2 fun.
Things we did:

1. Went into Scream Room.
~it was suppose to be a scream room meaning we all screaming but none of them did. y? i dunno. the reason is i closed my eyes from the beginning until the end. i never ever want to enter a ghost house or haunted house, but then sbb before i rase bersalah, i masuk gak teman. huhu. i did it! tanpe sebarang bunyik pon ok.
2. To 'Mary-Go-Round' kot name dia.
~relax sket kat cni.taken few pics.
3. Lalu jambatan gantung.
~panjang n panas gile.we are sweating ok.
4. Kayuh 'basikal' kat tasik.
~sorry i xtau what is it called.tapi, jiwang2 sket x salah kan?
5.bawak motor!
~motor yang besar tu.boleh either masuk dlm hutan, or pusing theme park. but then, kitorang choose to go around theme park sbb kami memakai jeans and bukan berpakaian untuk aktiviti lasak.
and most important is..my dream come true..dapat bw motor.berat seh..
6.masuk animal park.
~biase2 shj.biasela ade birds, snakes, etc.
7.naik kapal.
kapal pusing 360degree.rase pening gile after tu.
thought nk p naik roller coaster tp sgt dah pning kepala so x jd.pape pun sgt la sronok!!!!

then, masuk sunway pyramid had lunch at 3pm...starving ok. makan pizza.=)

2009-02-07T05:43:00.001-08:00

THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING.
DECEMBER-MAY.
RESPONSIBILITIES.
ETHICS.
PASSION.
LOVE.
HATE.
TO BE THE BEST.
TO DO THE BEST.
HURTS.
HAPPY.

2009-02-05T03:46:00.001-08:00

ITS.JUST.NOT.MY.DAY.

I feel so sad that make me wanna cry.
I feel hopeless.
I never thought it will be so bad.
I never ask for it to happen this way.
I've tried to do my best.
But still...
Helpless.
Hopeless.
Stupid.
anything yg same waktu dgn nya.

*be strong munira!!!

2009-02-01T04:57:00.001-08:00

S.U.R.V.E.Y (2215)

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
*Yup2 it is not easy to have a best friend.

Has anybody on your top frens ever admitted to liking you?
*Nope..i am not very attractive to be liked by anyone.

Do you miss anyone?
*Hell yeah

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
*Nope..bcoz i always liked someone and the feeling keep changing from one to another.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
*Hahahaha i think when i was a little girl my dad hug me.

Currently you are listening to?
*Nothing.i am bored.

Can you touch your toes?
*Yep

Do you know anybody who was abused?
*Nope

Do you take walks often?
*Hahaha no

Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
*Nope

Are you afraid to grow up?
*I am not so sure.50-50

Who were you with last night?
*Myfamily

What language do you want to learn?
* I have to say mandarin

Any upcoming vacations?
*Colmar or redang island during my convocation maybe

If you had to marry someone on your top frens, who would it be?
*Him.hope our relationship will last forever kan.=)

Do you care what people think of you?
*Sometimes i do.

Would you call yourself smart?
*I don't know.

Do you like to read?
*Depends on what the reading is about.

Have you ever touched an elephant?
*I don't think so.

Plans for tomorrow?
*Working!!!

Is anything wrong?
*No.But i wish the weekend is longer.

Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
*No.I don't like being touch nor kissing anyone

Would you date anyone on your top friends?
*I date specifically with only 1 person.

Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
*Yup, a very good one.

What did you do for your last birthday?
*I was at terengganu.My housemates bought foods and we had a party.It was in a middle of final exam.My friends gave me a present which they name it BonBon.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
*Sleeping

Name something you CANNOT wait for?
*End of February,i want to go shopping.buy a pair of ping shoes and an orange handbag.

What's your favorite season?
*Here is not a 4 season country.next>

Have you ever talked to Tom?
*Tom?

Last thing you ate/drank?
*Tea O and Kebab Jawa. ( My win and i called it Kebab Jawa becoz kitorang like bantai2 je buat but it tastes good ok.)

Most visited web page?
*Friendster.Facebook.

Coke or Pepsi?
*Vanilla Coke.

Looking forward to something this weekend?
*Nope.

How many siblings do you have?
*6

Do you have any pets?
*nope.i want a rabbit.

What's your favorite number?
*1.

What are you watching right now?
*My blog.

Do you know how to swim?
*Sure.

Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
*Yup.

Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
*I'm not sure.

Are any of your friends taller than you?
*Hahah yup2.=)

Have you ever been ditched by a friend?
*Ade kot.

Where do your friends live?
*Malaysia.

Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number?
*I don't remeber any of my friends phone number.They re all saved in my phone book.

Have you been to most of your friends house?
*Nope.Just a few.

Do you currently like someone?
*Like=Love..yup2.

Who do you want for President?
*Me?

Do you think abortions are horrible?
*Strongly agree.

You have plenty of secrets that you share with...?
*With myself.

Do you enjoy drama?
*Yep

Who was the last person that said i love you to you?
*S.A.

2009-01-31T22:17:00.000-08:00

O.B.E.S.I.T.Y

What is obesity?

The definition of obesity varies depending on what one reads, but in general, it is a chronic condition defined by an excess amount body fat. A certain amount of body fat is necessary for storing energy, heat insulation, shock absorption, and other functions. The normal amount of body fat (expressed as percentage of body fat) is between 25%-30% in women and 18%-23% in men. Women with over 30% body fat and men with over 25% body fat are considered obese.

The calculation of body mass index (BMI) has also been used in the definition of obesity. The body mass index (BMI) equals a person's weight in kilograms (kg) divided by their height in meters (m) squared. Since BMI describes body weight relative to height, it is strongly correlated with total body fat content in adults. "Obesity" is defined as a BMI of 30 and above.

Obesity increases the risk of developing a number of chronic diseases including:

Diabetes.
High blood pressure (hypertension).
High cholesterol
Stroke
Heart attack
Cancer
Gout

So, how to loss your weight?

Meal substitutes

When used as substitutes for regular meals, meal substitutes are a convenient way to reduce calories as part of a low calorie diet plan. A typical meal substitute available in powder and liquid form is Slim-Fast. Ensure is another meal substitute available in both liquid and bars. Meal substitutes should provide protein and be low in fat and calories. The label should include the amount of calories per serving and the percentages of protein, carbohydrates, and fat. The total number of calories per serving is predetermined so it is easier to keep track of the daily consumption of calories.

*Its better to be healthy rather than wealthy*

February

2009-01-31T19:08:00.000-08:00

Bermulalah bulan february bererti berakhirnye bulan January.
Bulan January 2009 byk jgk kenangannnye.

10 things i did/get;
1) Jalan jem gile2, p keje lmbt.
2)Kene marah ngan senior...bukan salah haku pon.(twice)
3)Pengalaman baru di tempat kerja.
4) x shopping baju,kasut,handbag for the month.
5)Kete p bengkel.
6)Celeb8 birthday.
7) Jalan2 kat melaka.
8)Dapat baby baru.boy&girl.
9) Long weekend
10)Tgk inkheart & underworld.

I'm glad

2009-01-31T09:08:00.000-08:00

Today, i am glad that i learnt something new.maybe it wasn't a big thing pon but it is something la kan..i manage to edit myblog myself.as u can see..yup2.i don't care if u r saying that 'poyo gile tu pon nk kecoh'..but here's the thing. this is myblog,so sukati-haku-la-nak-type-hape.

Today, i went to alamanda to buy some groceries..blk umah again membelek myblog ni.dah kene pengaruh ngn leha la ni.

ok.hmm frankly speaking, i dah start missing terengganu so much..huarrgghhh. i hate this feeling. nak balik terengganu...dulu when i was at t'ganu, how i wish i never been there. boring gile.xde pape nk buat.pegi kelas, balik kelas, p lib...weekend membuta sepanjang hari.time exam, nk release tension pon xde wayang..shopping pn xde pape,ade mydin & giant...TAPI...tempat tu la yg byk sgt2 kenangan..*ninja burger sgt sedap*..huarrggghhh rindunye.

2009-01-30T03:34:00.000-08:00

What am i suppose to do to gain more confident in me?
Sometimes i feel so left out because i dont have that confidence.
But, i know my silence is not caused by lack of confidence...its because i am giving my 100% attention to my work..but do they understand that? or they think that i not being friendly or anti-social kind of person...
i just dont feel right to chit-chatting during working hours..is that wrong?
or i dont feel right to tell all my officemate about myself..they just need to know what i can do to be efficient, but nothing about myfamily or mylife..arent they?
or, am i being anti-social? or it is because no confident..or trying too hard to do mybest?
the answer: i don't know.
hope that i can get a position at DTT.please help me GOD.

2009-01-27T06:10:00.001-08:00

CNY break!

MALACCA.

Visit Malacca walopon that is our kampong, but, we (my family) cant really remember places like tmn mini malaysia, zoo melaka, sejarah portugis. so, kami pn make an effort to go there without plan a thing pn nk p mane2 dulu...s.u.c holiday.

Places we visited:

Tmn Mini Malaysia
River Cruise
Tmn Buaya
A'Famosa

Comment: It was fun!

NEW BORN!

SABRINA
&
ILYAS

Dpat 2 anak buah. sgt seronok...Sabrina was born on the 26th November, and Ilyas was born on the 25th January...both are cute, handsome and beautiful...sabrina always 'henggek2' and ilyas sgt la macho...hahahahha.

MOVIES

UNDERWORLD
&
INKHEART

Watched Underworld. Rank: 4.
*x tgk underworld 1&2 so xtau sgt excitement crite tu.but it was ok...walopon sgt la mengantuk..huhu almost tertido.

Inkheart.Tgk esok with my sisters...=)

BIRTHDAY CELEB

@OU

Went to celeb8 hadi's 23rd birthday...hahhaha dah tua dh pakcik tu..walaopon celeb8 awal sehari, (sorry) but we had fun.

...

2009-01-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

5 things super-happy couple do eveyday

Daily Habit #1: Talk to Each Other
Happy couples typically say their relationships work better when they can sit down and
gab one-on-one, like thinking, feeling adults. But who's got time for that?

Daily Habit #2: Flirt
Most couples realize that getting intimate every night isn't possible, let alone a worthy goal.Let's put it this way:
"The way I see it, physical intimacy is like chocolate cake. After five days of eating chocolate cake, even chocolate cake doesn't taste that great."

Daily Habit #3: Get Stupid Together
"Life is serious enough, isn't it? Sometimes you need to do something stupid. And if you can't be stupid with your husband, who can you be stupid with?"

Daily Habit #4: Declare Your Independence
So hold on, then: Is domestic joy found in partners smothering each other in obsessive daily rituals?
To make a daily habit of getting away from each other.The point, naturally, is not to make space for each other in that I-can't-wait-to-get-away-from-you sort of way but to pursue your own hobbies and interests

Daily Habit #5: Share a Spiritual Moment
Those who pray together are also more likely to say they respect each other and discuss their relationship together.

2009-01-18T04:52:00.000-08:00

5 things I’ve learned so far in life

*nobody is perfect
*nothing is impossible
*there's nothing wrong to be selfish
*we need to have a target in life, and work hard for it
*nobody is a failure, we are a failure if we don't belief in ourselves.

5 things I’ve just discovered this year (2008)

*i am stingy
*i am not bonbon..=p
*i like working
*i can actually wake up early in the morning
*i need to have breakfast before go to work

5 ways I’ve changed.

*i can focus on my work
*i can be quiet at times
*i like pink more than blue
*my daily schedule
*more hardworking..maybe

5 ways I haven’t

*grumpy & hot tempered
*driving kelisa
*love window shopping
*love shoes, handbags
*live with myparents

5 things that make me happy

*goodfriends
*family
*shopping
*with a friend
*sleeping

5 things I want

*PDA
*my own car
*my own house
*new shoes
*get married

2009-01-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

kenapakah sesuatu itu terlalu complicated?
kenapa tidak boleh mempermudahkan nye shj

menyusahkan adalah sgt menyakitkan hati
bila dah sakit hati, mood terus bertuka kepada negative
tiada apa dpt disiapkan pabila terjadinya keadaan sebegitu
maka.tidak lah salah sekiranya perkara tersebut dipermudahkan bagi
memudahkan kerja2 penghasilan berjalan lancar.

tapi mungkin...extra usaha diperlukan
inilah bahagian yang paling melemahkan
tapi adakah kita akan berjaya tanpa usaha?
tidak.tidak.tidak.

hish.aku tertekan kerana guideline ini terlalu complicated!

Israel and Hamas ignore UN call for cease-fire

2009-01-09T22:01:00.000-08:00

GAZA CITY, Gaza Strip – Israeli jets and ground troops hammered at Hamas targets in the Gaza Strip and Islamic militants fired barrages of rockets at southern Israeli cities Friday, ignoring a U.N. resolution calling for an immediate cease-fire after two weeks of combat.

The Israeli prime minister's office said the U.N. action was not practical, and senior Cabinet ministers decided to press on with the offensive. Israel will stop only when it succeeds in ending rocket fire from the Hamas-ruled territory, the government said.

Israel launched a heavy air bombardment Dec. 27 in response to intensified rocket fire that has disrupted life in southern Israel. A week later, ground troops moved in, with artillery and tank fire that has contributed to a surge in civilian casualties that continued Friday on Gaza's ruined streets.

-Adakah ini petanda dunia adalah di penghujungnya??

2009-01-09T21:49:00.000-08:00

KAMU:
tidak berkata apa
bagaikan tidak mengerti
atau mengambil peduli
namun kamu
adalah 1

DIA:
hanya melihat
meragui
berprasangka
tidak mengerti

AKU:
memandang ke hadapan
tidak menoleh
meneruskan langkah
tiada tujuan

DUNIA KINI AKU MERAPU SEORANG DIRI.

FRIENDS

2009-01-03T06:39:00.001-08:00

A friend is someone we turn to

when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

- Jean Kyler McManus -

kUALA TERENGGANU'S development

2009-01-03T05:55:00.001-08:00

At last, there will be some more development at KT. i lived there for 3 & the half years and bored to death. but ni bukan nya development so that terengganu will have at least 1 panggung wayang...hahaha (actually dorang mmg ada tau panggung wayang, tp bangunan shj, n dat building end up not a cinema but jadi tempat jual baju if i not mistaken...ade ke patut??)
i read a news pasal the state government plans to spend RM5.8 million to repair drains and roads and carry out several small projects in the state capital. its like HELLO!!! baru nak buat ke???so lembap la...punyer la dh lame terengganu tu problem ngn the drains yg mcm x functioning sgt...contohnye kat Gong Badak...septt nye buat la drains at both side of the road since kat c2 tiap kali ujan, air naek..but nope, xde...S.T.U.P.I.D....

so whatever....

other than that, typical malay yg suke tuding jari pd org lain, mcm mane nk maju...like this 1 person ckp...(surely he is from other political party yg nk blame party lain;

“See for yourself how Wakaf Mempelam (represented by PAS) is lagging behind,” he said.

hmh ape slhnye bersatu...

BERSATU KITA MAJU

Six steps to live happily ever after

2008-12-26T04:07:00.000-08:00

What makes love last a lifetime?

Affection? Yep.
Respect? Sure.
But a great relationship is not just about what you have. It's about what you do to make a relationship stronger, safer, more caring and committed.

THE STEPS;

Step #1: Find a shared dream for your life together.

Step #2: Choose each other as your first family.
Whatever your challenges -- an overprotective mom? an overly critical father-in-law? -- you have to outline together the boundaries between you and all of the families connected to you. Not only will you feel stronger as a united front but when you stick to your shared rules, all that family baggage will weigh on you a lot less.

Step #3: Learn how to fight right.
Fighting right doesn't just mean not throwing produce; it means staying focused on the issue at hand and respecting each other's perspective. Couples that fight right also find ways to defuse the tension, says Wile -- often with humor. "Whenever one of us wants the other to listen up, we mime hitting the TV remote, a thumb pressing down on an invisible mute button," says Nancy, 52, an event producer in San Francisco. "It cracks us up, in part because it must look insane to others." Even if you fight a lot, when you can find a way to turn fights toward the positive -- with a smile, a quick apology, an expression of appreciation for the other person -- the storm blows away fast, and that's what matters.

Step #4: Find a balance between time for two and time for you.

Step #5: Build a best friendship.
Think about the things that make your closest friendships irreplaceable: the trust that comes with true intimacy, the willingness to be vulnerable, the confidence that the friendship can withstand some conflict. Don't those sound like good things to have in your relationship with your signficant other, too?

Step #6: Face down a major challenge together.
You're sailing along through life, and suddenly you hit a huge bump. A serious illness. Unemployment. The loss of a home. A death in the family. How do you cope?Hey, being a couple is no roll in the hay. It's tough, real work. But the reward, the edifice you build together that will shelter you through years of tough times, is more than worth the effort. The small, friendly cottage you build -- decorated with your shared history and stories, filled with color and laughter -- will be the warmest and safest retreat you can imagine.

me

2008-12-10T05:09:00.000-08:00

munira is having a hard time.full stop.

I

2008-12-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

Its my 2nd day as a vacation trainee.
Even though i'm tired and don't really get used to work loads, but i think for the moment, i enjoyed it. even i have not start the real work yet, but i try my best to do all the task as best as i cud.
but, pd mase saat ini...i dok pk je. mcm mane esok ni. i know i really and must tell janet or melissa that i am not purposely punched the original script from LHDN but i either i like it or not i hv to say that i did. its my 1st time n 1st day of filing things, i really hope tomorrow dorg xmarah i gile2..malu siot.tp, i think they will..n of coz i kne cari blk the whole set of files yg i rase i letak thatparticular LHDN script. tomorrow will be a very a tiring day i think. but, its my mistake.so have to face it. admit it and btolkan blk kn. =(

*be strong munira!*

terbang..

2008-11-24T08:06:00.000-08:00

terbang tinggi2
sampai cucur atap.
(xtau la btol ke x..)

yup.its true.and nothing is impossible in this world. just be positive, take any possibilities, be confident, and you will find it not so hard to get what you want. your destiny is in your hand. keep on moving.never stop or turning back.just be yourself.

goodluck to me, to my friends..already missing you girls...xoxo

ade ke patut????

2008-11-23T04:54:00.001-08:00

ade ke patut...
u used other people money then when they findout,
u dun even say sorry
or at least mintak halalkan la kn.
ni buat bodoh muke dungu je.
patut ke?

dahla tu, pastu memanipulate story plak tu.
bencinye.
tolonglah ok just admit ur mistakes,
people wont get angry when u tell them the truth
they will go crazily mad if u keep on lying.
btol x?

tolong la ok.
PLEASE!

SAMBUNGAN...

2008-10-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

beberapa hari kemudian..

Lini berase sangat2 terkilan dgn sikap min yang lagsung tidak ambilpeduli atau pon rase bersalah. Sejak itu, lini tidak mampu utk bersua dgn min kerana rasa sakit hati yyg meluap. menyedari keadaan itu, min bertanye kepada ain punca lini berkelakuan begitu.

min: ain, kite nk tanye something la.
ain: (berdebar) ape dia?
min: kenapa dengan lini? tiap kali kita bercakap dengan dia, dia mcm nak eak dari kite.
ain: (menerangkan keadaan yg menjadi punca perubahan sikap lini terhadap min)
min: la, buatpe nak panic, lepas kelas blh buat kan
ain: awk tau x menda tu kena anta before pkol 10?
min: la, kena anta pkol 10 ke? kite xtau pon...

reaction from lini bile diberitahu conversation tersebut:
'kepala hotak ko xtau kena anta before pkol 10! yg aku ckp pada ko depan2 before hari anta tu mendanye. ckp ngan tunggul kayu lagi dengar agaknye. pekak gamak nye.

maka, bertambah lah skt hati lini kepada min. tp, min seorang hati batu tidak akan mengaku kesilapan dia dan sentiasa menganggap diri dia seorg yg sgt baik.

*short story dari kisah benar.

here is a story of two person WHO USED TO BE tolerate with each other.

2008-10-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

1 day before submission: (after a semester break)

mase kelas management. dorg ddk blkg2.lecturer pn ddk blkg,dgr presentation.
alin: hei, kne submit today la. before 5pm.
lini: ape? (panic) alamak...
min, kne anta assignment ethic arini la.b4 pkol 5pm (byk lg ok x buat) *min ddk depan dorg
min: (hanye mengangguk)
lini: (toleh ke alin) ape lg yg kne ade?
alin: dh buat memo?
lini: blom (mampos)
alin: kne buat memo..2 memo...(alin explain pd lini)
lini: byk nye lg..dh la ptg ni kne anta.
(min buat bodo je ddk dpn tu wpn dh dibgtau)

after kelas, min tunggu lini. pastu ikot pegi cyber cafe, lini kena jelaskan satu2 pd min blk. pastu dia buat. kelam kabut. tibe2 dpt message dari alin:
' u, assignment ethic boleh anta esok before 10am'
seronok rasenye mase tu..tros pegi ke min.
lini: min, ethic boleh anta esok pagi, before pukul 10.
min: (senyum sahaja)

hari submission esok pagi.kelas ais kat computer lab.

here is the point: lini duduk bersebelahan tempat lecturer (dr) jalan and min duduk di blk tiang di bhgn depan.

8.30am
lini pegi ke alin dan mendapat terdapat kesilapan kesulurahan dates yg telah dibuat. maka, pembetulan baru perlu dibuat segera sebab nak kena anta pada pkol 10am.
sedang lini membetulkn kesalahan, dr lalu lalang di tepi beliau. maka, tanpa rase segan, lini ke tempat min untuk meminta bantuan.

lini: min, tolong.byk lg salah jugak lagi ni. dates smua salah.kene btolkan. kite dah buat smua items ni just kena btolkan the dates and masuk kan dalam the forms. dr dok lalu lalang tepi kite, susah nk buat. awk tepi tiang ni, sng sket.ni contoh dari alin.tgk2 la.
min: (sekadar mengangguk.)

9.15am
lini mengusha min memastikan min membantu. namun, hampa. file yg diberikan masih berada di sisi meja. dan min sebok bermain message di handphone nya. terus lini ke arah min bertanya.

lini: min dh btolkan ke x.?
min: blom, sbb dr pn MCM nmpk kite je. (pdhal ddk blkg tiang.lini ddk tmpt dr lalu lalalng ok)

lini mula berasa skt ati.dh la nak kene anta before 10pg. dh ckp dh smlm.
lini meminta min cube cepat kan buat pembetulan tersbut dan min hanye mengangguk.

9.40am
file masih di sisi meja.lini mula panic.hanye lagi 20min mase utk menghantar. lantas, terus dia ke meja min dan mengambil file2 tersebut. sungguh sgt sakit hati.terus kluar dari kelas untuk siapkan assignment tersebut.
min tidak lagsung mengambil peduli.

10am
lini menghantar file2 assignment tersebut.namun min langsung tak bunyi or tanye pun berkenaan projek tersebut

-END OF DAY-

hingga ke akhirnya

2008-10-14T18:17:00.000-07:00

sape sangka

empat tahun di sini akhirnya akan kutinggalkan jua.

bile lagi akan ku menjejak kan diri di sini

ku pun tidak pasti.

tapi

kenangan di sini

akan tetap ku bawa bersama

terlalu pahit

terlalu manis

untuk ku lupakan.

sedih bila dipikirkan

tp apakah daya

masa telah memanggilku pulang

ke tanah kelahiranku.

akan ku teruskan perjuangan ini

walaupun tidak bersama

tetap dikenang.

Im wondering why..

2008-10-14T18:04:00.000-07:00

knp ade certain people yg x sedar kesilapan diri?

situation 1:

buat assignment same2, when there are lots of mistakes need to be correct, dia buat xtau. kononnye, time class kena focus on the lectures..BUT then the next day, a BOYfriend called asking her to meet at 9 (class starts at 8 until 10), cepat je dia nk kluar..geramnye..nape ek?

situation 2:

ckp orang tp dia pn gitu jgk.

siap bile 'kwn' org tu dtg, diala yg plg sebok skali..

menyampah kan?

mmg sgt2.

pikir diri tu innocent sgt but for the matter of fact the whole house dh naik geram ngan perangai dia. sedar la kesilapan diri tu sket, if nk story, too long.ni summary je. PUH-LEASSSSE.

to those who yg terase or tau clearly what am i talking about, sorry if it hurts a lot.

ESOK HARI RAYE ESOK HARI RAYE

2008-09-29T11:04:00.000-07:00

WISHING ALL MUSLIMS

SELAMAT HARI RAYE
MAA ZAHIR & BATIN

aaaarrghh..when it will stop!

2008-09-29T10:57:00.000-07:00

KENAPE...
kenapa smua ni jd kat aku.aku buat ape kat kau yg kau suke sktkn ati aku sgt2.
kenapa ko prangai cm2 a?
kenape ko ni x abes2 lg x sdar2 diri pas2 kate ak yg gitu plak
i had enough r ko tau x.
menyampahnye!!!

KENAPE
kenape
kenape
KEnApe!!!
beNciNYE!!!

TORN

2008-09-26T10:23:00.000-07:00

yup.and it HurTs a lot.but i need to move on.no matter what is await in front of me, still i need to move on.i just need some time and space to get my self back on track.i need to be tough at least for myself.i have a dream, wish lists to make it come true. i cannot follow my broken heart and in the end i lost everything.can't i? i wont let it happen. I'll handle all possibilities or impossibilities in front of me with full-hearted.xde sape2 boleh halang.no one.

*do you really thing i care?? i don't and i wont!!

tonite

2008-09-25T10:37:00.001-07:00

tonight, staying up late surfing the internet,wasting times..
tonight,i thinking of things that happened to me..things happened for reasons.yup.i suppose i believed in that because its happening now.and i think happiness is on her way.
i don't know what should i say or write, i just feel i want to.
so i pun merepek merapu dan meraban..

after 4 years living in a place where i used to not knowing anyone, now i feel like i belong to the place. its upsetting thinking of sooner or later in a month or less i will living.living all the memories that I've created.moving onto the new stage of life.i learn a lot in the 4 memorable years. life.friends;some are true friends,some pretending to be a friend.BUT they are still what i so-called-my-friends.i don't care if they do talk about me behind my back.because as a matter of fact, no one is perfect.

i don't know what should i write...blur..=(

today

2008-09-12T00:29:00.000-07:00

It was like yesterday. I woke up at early morn to sahur and thoughts come through my mind…Thinking of what will I do today, hoping that today is better than yesterday?

Yesterday? I had done nothing. Slept until noon and woke up realizing that I've wasted my time. I should have used those time studying CSP as the test is around the corner. But, this is me. Never put priority in life. Always let the time past by. Never make it worth. I've tried to change, but maybe I don’t try hard or I don’t really want to…always dreaming. Always dreaming to be the best to everyone. But what did I do? NOTHING.

Today, I have plan. (I always have plans, almost everyday I do have plans, even I do have an organizer to organize my daily life, but…it always come out as just a plan). I've plan to go to the library and study CSP. Let’s see what will happen today...=)

Life, have the ups and downs... in my life, I feel like everything going down. It become worse and far worse as the days move on…what will happen if days become a week and week comes to a month…Everything that I do is worthless. Why does everyone never learn to appreciate? They always ask for more. Sometime I’m sick with what people ask me to do, tell me what should I do, can I have my own way? My own life? Why does everyone have to order this and that…and which is worse telling me that I’m wrong. I’m trying to do my best…can’t anyone see that? Gosh! I think it will be better living in mars or Pluto, or any other places that people won’t bother what others are doing. And always correcting other people mistakes and never sees theirs.

at 330pm, me, in the library, trying to find courage to focus on my CSP. targeting to score on the test..people around me, chatting on the ym, finding information through the internet, and talking on their own bahasa, while me, i know what im suppose to do. now, i need some space and time to give my full attention and commitment to my CSP. wish me luck!

10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

2008-05-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close,not even a little bit, not even at all.